Interesting Conversation

The other day Mary was asleep in front of the TV when she suddenly said, "When I get bigger, I can do some of the work by myself." A few minutes later she said, "I'll be your supervisor." Then she woke up. I thought it was so cute. Later that night when she started mumbling in the other room, and I sat up in my bed and craned to hear her better. It occured to me that I enjoy listening to her talk in her sleep so much because what she says in her sleep is so much more interesting than when she's awake.

I had such a bad day today. I've been having these black moods lately. I think Mary has been depressed, too. She said she felt bad last night. When I questioned her further, she said she felt bad emotionally. I get so mean to her when I'm feeling black. I was so miserable today, I just started crying.

I had to take her to the cardiologist. He increased some of her medications and gave me some nitroglycerin tablets for when she has chest pain at night. I'm so relieved!

We're going to St L next week because my sister G is having an operation. I'm also feeling very depressed about that situation.